WAT THE HELL THEY ARE DOING!!!!  everything changed damn fast.. really fast..... after finished work in 1 utama, my fren sent me back to klang. I tot i ll have a nice weekend with family... eventhough js for a little.. .. how know i heard something that i feel impossible.............. my ex fall in love with my bro gf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   how come this happen to me...  i really donno wat to say anymore... totaly disappointed,frustrated.........

WHY                                                                                               Composed by Denise

                                                                                                          Lyrics by Denise

I wish I could see you again                                                              

Why I¡¯ve to feel all this pain

Maybe it¡¯s all fated to be

Why does this happen to me

I think I need to be more patient

To let you out of my mind

Could I know why?

All I need oh just a little time

It seems to be all right

Could I know why]

All I need oh just a little time

A little time

just came back from outside... yeh fong called me just now n she asked me come out for tea... that time is around 12am edi... after that we met Jin in her house then we went to eat bah kut teh in Chao Kit road... haihh... want to eat bah kut teh must go klang eat la...  KL 's 1 not good as klang 1..... im feel so tired this feel days... after came back from school felt like no more energy.. thats y straight away sleep until 11pm something...

i din feel sleepy at all now... cos js now had a little nap......... what to do leh?? js wat for time to over..............  cham .. tomoro have to wake up early cos have song writing class ... donno can wake up on time or not...

Yesterday i send email to jackson, is time to make a decision... thats all.. no more argue , no more quarrel... no more problems......... mo i yo!  all this not important anymore... leave it all this troublesomes things n hope we can live better in the future........... wish im all the best...

hhaii...... quarel again... whats the problem i din go back??.... i need my own space ok.. .. i really don understand y i must straight away go back  when i finish study... y he still same like last time...  he say i no concern him n my family.. n don need this kind of galfren anymore.. he can't except the artist life like me.... what can i reply? i just keep quite... just leave it.... im really tired for these kind of life...  should i abandon? or he oredy found a gal better then me... can 24 hours concern him.. do everything for him... follow whatever he want.... damn troublesome this kind of guy....

i met my new student just now at star pieces......quite nice guy... just like a little boy...this sunday have to teach him lo.... hope can have fun with each other la!

today is oso ah chu birthday... she say wan 2 come klang...but fly me aeroplane.... she din come....but nvm la....

yesterday ringko n moon came to find me oh... so touching.....then ringko treat us eat nando's... 1st time eat nando's oh.... mmm.. not bad not bad... quite nice...........thank u ya ringko!!

hoo.... finally can online oredy... im not happy this few days... so many things happen... dono wat to do...

have to work everyday... damn boring...so hope can go back 2 kl ah!!!!